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Wednesday, April 29, 2009 AT 7:05 PM
The world is just unfair
Stupid judges of SYF! They suck! They are biased and heartless!
This morning during PE... I saw my NCSO seniors all dressed up and ready to go...
Then before they board the bus, I even heard them shout some hooray or something.
I was so full of confidence of them! And I am still confident of them now!
Haiz... I don't want to talk about lessons today... except for HMT...
Mdm Kim so fake... the teachers come to observe then she become so stern...
That's all for the lessons part... I shall move on to after school.
After school... Marlene, Lippy, Valecia, Xin Yi and I ran to 7-11...
To buy crackers, snacks and drinks to eat in class.. others eat from the canteen.
Then my crackers got eaten buy alot of people... my candies also...
Then end of the lesson, Cindy took one of the candy and threw into my Root Beer...
Something reacted in the drink and the water was like... exploding.
But it didn't.... haha... then after that Feng Xia and I go to SO room...
All the seniors there so excited... Hyper... Happy...
Then we left, to find Jia Wen. But Jia Wen and Feng Xia go home.
So I dragged Sharmaine to the SO room... which is prohibited...
We got to do the music project... Then saw my dear seniors again! ^^
At 3.30pm... Sharmaine and I went to find Marlene... then waited for very long...
And suddenly saw Teng Da and the corrider. I was shocked.
Marlene very long then come out... then we go to SO room...
She and Sharmaine like so.... er... awkward to be in SO room.
And the seniors kept asking why we were there. Lols......
The results didn't come at 4pm. Didnt come at 4.15pm. Came at 4.30pm.
Marlene and Sharmaine go to the canteen already...
Mdm Pei called Jing Ru... who announced to us we got Silver.
We thought she was joking... so we laughed bitterly.
But she ran out. I guess it was true. That we got silver.
One the seniors call Mdm Pei again and on loud speaker to let us hear and confirm.
Everyone tensed up when we heard, 'Silver.'
Then people started crying, seniors ran out sniffling and sobbing...
I'm the only junior there... Haha.. so I didn't react.
I didn't spend about 2 years to practise like the seniors do. What would I understand?
I just quietly sit there.. the tense atmosphere, no sound.
It was so hyper. Then became... sad, disappointed.
Stupid SYF judges. I mentioned I would chop their pathetic brains off.
I did. Literally. I am so going to poke their head on voodoo dolls.
Even the guy senior, Teng Da, was so sad and disappointed...
Some teacher came in and talked crap, like celebrate cause Silver is also okay.
Then everyone started to leave the room. And we can hear one senior scolding the teacher.
"BITCH!" and i was pretty shocked... I left the room...
Marlene and Sharmaine waiting ouside. Then we went to the canteen to do music project.
After that we go to the class to look... alot of people inside..
I emo again.. and threw things down. After that... went home.
Haiz... poor seniors. Poor NCSO. Poor teachers.. Stupid SYF judges...
That's all for now. I don't want to post already. I am going to be emo for the next few days.
So... bye. I don't wat to put colour. Now my life's black and white.
Except when I see him, everything seems to disappear and I become happy.Once.

NCSO SENIORS! CHEER UP! WE WILL WIN BACK THE GOLD OR GET EVEN BETTER! WE THE JUNIORS WILL WIN BACK OUR GLORY NEXT TIME!

Loves,
Vivianne


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