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Sunday, May 3, 2009 AT 8:57 PM
Emo-ing
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Before my actual post... I must say I love NCSO.
Except some people in it... Haha... avoid or hate me so much...
I don't feel like posting these days... I just feel so emo.
I had a talk with Beatrice Wee. Turns out she's a pretty good counsellor.
I feel much better now, after her talk and my crying lag.
He avoids me, I don't know why. I mean, why????
Oh well... I think I should be on hiatus too.
Firstly, to concentrate on my studies.
Secondly, is to avoid him online as much as possible.
Thirdly... I think my degree is going up.
So... when Beatrice Wee comes back to school, she also can't post homework.
She also hiatus, like me. So depend on Chi Ling bahs.
I lagging now, feel very confused and frustrated.
So I will be away from the computer... for about a month, or maybe lesser.
I don't know if I can do it, due to the fact that I'm pretty an internet addict.
I should try though.... there are just so many negative effects.
Like I am supposingly should be doing my maths homework, but I'm posting.
I still got the stupid stupid textbook.
Ms Ng torture us... so much homework.... Haiz haiz...
I really emo again now. Sorry Ning Zhen, Cindy, I tomorrow emo-ing.
I can't stand this type of treatment anymore.
I want to change my life. I want to forget him.
But I'm afraid I might be hurt even more, cause I miss him.
I'm not good enough for him anyway. And...... I don't know.
Okay... I don't know if I can stop myself from using the internet.... but I try.
If you see me online means I'm not successful.... That's all.
I have to complete my homework and go on a crying lag again. Bye..

Loves,
Vivianne


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