Friday, June 5, 2009 AT 8:53 PM
Leaving NCSO
I don't feel like posting today. Mulitple things had happened. I'm tired. Really tired.. But... I shall just post.. briefly. I went to compass in the morning and ate breakfast with Chi Ling and Yan Yi this morning. Then we went to school and Yan Yi went for her CCA while Chi Ling, Jia Wen and I went to the string room. We practised, then juniors could go home at... 10.35am, so early. So Chi Ling, Pei Yng, and some other girl I duno, and I stayed back to listen to the senior practise. Mr Lim kept cracking funny but lame jokes, then until when it was going to be 12pm, he was like "Eh? You all still here ar? Why don't go back?" Then Pei Yng and that girl started keeping their cellos, and he was like "I'm not chasing you back, you can stay to listen! I just don't want your ears to be tortured by your seniors!" Haha, but they went back. Then at 12pm, the seniors could go home too. Chi Ling went first cause she had to take Valecia's car to Joey's house for some project. Then I stayed outside the string room with a secondary 2 viola senior and she let me photocopy her "Timepiece" and "Dance of Iscariot" scores. So.. now I'm trying to learn.
Then I went home, my mum is like... she cooked porridge and fish, so I ate lunch. Then I showered and went to write down notes on the scores while chatting on MSN and marking my brother's test papers. Then my mum came in and randomly took my report book and scold me for keep playing my laptop. Then she say seriously that if the next exam I fail anything or I just pass, she is going to make me quit NCSO and throw my viola away. She don't care about my viola cause I'm the one who paid for it. Haiz. I can't bear to leave NCSO. I'm starting to love the string room, and all the seniors and the instructors and conductors. I already am loving my viola alot... I can't bear to throw it. I can only just work hard, but I don't think I can make it. In the end, I just have to leave my viola, say goodbye to my fellow violist, and say sorry to my very nice viola senior, Teng Da. I only know him and the other one who is from Secondary 2... Haha, I just sincerely pray that my mum don't force me to. She already don't let me on the laptop after holidays until end of the year. I wish... I could turn back time. I don't wanna quit NCSO yet, I haven't even join the orchestra. Do you know how jealous I am when Jia Xuan and the other 2 better violinist join today? They were still so relunctant, I would do anything to take their place, anything. I want to join NCSO, at least have a performance with them before I leave... I wish..
Loves,
Vivianne
Then I went home, my mum is like... she cooked porridge and fish, so I ate lunch. Then I showered and went to write down notes on the scores while chatting on MSN and marking my brother's test papers. Then my mum came in and randomly took my report book and scold me for keep playing my laptop. Then she say seriously that if the next exam I fail anything or I just pass, she is going to make me quit NCSO and throw my viola away. She don't care about my viola cause I'm the one who paid for it. Haiz. I can't bear to leave NCSO. I'm starting to love the string room, and all the seniors and the instructors and conductors. I already am loving my viola alot... I can't bear to throw it. I can only just work hard, but I don't think I can make it. In the end, I just have to leave my viola, say goodbye to my fellow violist, and say sorry to my very nice viola senior, Teng Da. I only know him and the other one who is from Secondary 2... Haha, I just sincerely pray that my mum don't force me to. She already don't let me on the laptop after holidays until end of the year. I wish... I could turn back time. I don't wanna quit NCSO yet, I haven't even join the orchestra. Do you know how jealous I am when Jia Xuan and the other 2 better violinist join today? They were still so relunctant, I would do anything to take their place, anything. I want to join NCSO, at least have a performance with them before I leave... I wish..
Loves,
Vivianne