Friday, July 31, 2009 AT 8:32 PM
I need to rush homework today. So yea. English, I hate it man. We did comprehension again. Ms Leow. I'm really so sorry. I admit I was lazy to study, and I didn't listen attentively in class. Please don't give up on us, I promise, we'll work hard. We will surpass other classes and meet your expectations, I will listen attentively in class, I will study. I will stop facebooking, I will stop tweeting or blog-hopping. I will not dedicate all my time to learning codes, I will work hard. Please don't flare up on us again, we were so upset and worried. I know it's for our own good. Sorry.
Went to compass point with Yan Yi and Sharmaine. Elvin senior was in front ya, hurhurhur. Went to shop for Sharmaine's and a senior's birthday present, before buying ice-cream and snacks. On the way back to school, saw Samantha and Li Ling, haha. Surprised that Ying Yi wasn't with her. Walked back to school, went to library, cause I'm so sure Liting senior would be there. Said hi, and went to the IT room.
It's freaking full okay? I swear Mr Jansen must be one of the most popular teacher in NCHS. Snatched and hogged a mac computer, Yan Yi did literature project while I did IT project. Sorry Yan Yi, I was snappy today, haiz. After awhile, Liting came to the IT lab and took some photos with ChiLing and I. Then... sent Chi Ling to the road at around 4pm, and while going back, saw Teng Da senior playing basketball, lawl. Went back to 3rd floor and watched those seniors play basketball with XinYi and Sharmaine.
At around 4.30pm, bid farewell to Mr Jansen and all the others, went down to the canteen and saw Teng Da AGAIN in the canteen. Didn't said hi to any seniors except Liting today cause I swear they'll be freaking pissed off at me, and then they'll hate me. Saw Jing Ru senior watching the guys play basketball. Went to seven-eleven with Sharmaine to buy snacks, then walked slowly to the bus stop. Took 156 home, then went home, showered and planned to practise my viola but my parents came home. I shall do ALL my homework today, and then Saturday I shall practise piano, and sunday, my viola. Oh I feel so sick now, my mock piano exam in... 2 or 3 days time. I want to die. I hate learning the piano, I hate exams, and piano exam is in September. Tell me I'm dead people. I'm dead. I feel so frustrated now, I wonder how my life would be without the piano.
I miss you. Planned and picked up my courage to talk to you, but you went away. Tried my best to look you in the eye, but I just can't seem to do so. Even when you smile at me. I melt away instantly, yet you like her. Stop playing with my feelings and fooling with my heart if you like her. I know you didn't do anything. But just don't ignore me. I feel so far away from you. And that feeling is such a pain. On my exam, I wish you're there with me. I wish.
I wish... I wasn't even alive. I hate my life.
Went to compass point with Yan Yi and Sharmaine. Elvin senior was in front ya, hurhurhur. Went to shop for Sharmaine's and a senior's birthday present, before buying ice-cream and snacks. On the way back to school, saw Samantha and Li Ling, haha. Surprised that Ying Yi wasn't with her. Walked back to school, went to library, cause I'm so sure Liting senior would be there. Said hi, and went to the IT room.
It's freaking full okay? I swear Mr Jansen must be one of the most popular teacher in NCHS. Snatched and hogged a mac computer, Yan Yi did literature project while I did IT project. Sorry Yan Yi, I was snappy today, haiz. After awhile, Liting came to the IT lab and took some photos with ChiLing and I. Then... sent Chi Ling to the road at around 4pm, and while going back, saw Teng Da senior playing basketball, lawl. Went back to 3rd floor and watched those seniors play basketball with XinYi and Sharmaine.
At around 4.30pm, bid farewell to Mr Jansen and all the others, went down to the canteen and saw Teng Da AGAIN in the canteen. Didn't said hi to any seniors except Liting today cause I swear they'll be freaking pissed off at me, and then they'll hate me. Saw Jing Ru senior watching the guys play basketball. Went to seven-eleven with Sharmaine to buy snacks, then walked slowly to the bus stop. Took 156 home, then went home, showered and planned to practise my viola but my parents came home. I shall do ALL my homework today, and then Saturday I shall practise piano, and sunday, my viola. Oh I feel so sick now, my mock piano exam in... 2 or 3 days time. I want to die. I hate learning the piano, I hate exams, and piano exam is in September. Tell me I'm dead people. I'm dead. I feel so frustrated now, I wonder how my life would be without the piano.
I miss you. Planned and picked up my courage to talk to you, but you went away. Tried my best to look you in the eye, but I just can't seem to do so. Even when you smile at me. I melt away instantly, yet you like her. Stop playing with my feelings and fooling with my heart if you like her. I know you didn't do anything. But just don't ignore me. I feel so far away from you. And that feeling is such a pain. On my exam, I wish you're there with me. I wish.
I wish... I wasn't even alive. I hate my life.