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Monday, August 10, 2009 AT 7:58 PM
Hm... Hope I can finish my homework bah, hahahaha.


I'm tired of you. I'm tired of seeing you hurting the others again and again. And the worst thing is that you don't even DARE to tell that person in the face. You can only hide behind someone and ask another person to do it for you. And you can only pull other people into the water. Then you stand behind and whine and cry like a baby and say things like shit. Then when I confront you to tell you about your fucking attitude problem, you just find stupid reasons and try to defend for yourself with those insensible nonsense.

You only know how to hurt others. I don't CARE how you YOURSELF is hurting, because you hurt alot of people. Like they say, it's better for ONE person to be hurt than so many people. First you hurt him. Then you hurt my friend. Then you hurt me. What the hell is your fucking problem??? You feel that no one understands you and only your primary school friends understand??? Haha. Yea. Your primary school friends have no choice but to 'understand' you cause they're 'scared' of you. Then you can only defend yourself and blog about those miserable and pathetic excuse and say things like "Yea I know many of you hate me" or something then people who feel bad rush over to you and say things like "Oh you know that's not true" and whatever shit then you gain the attention and whatever.

I've seen this too many times. And I don't care. Haha. Hey be honoured yea, I wasted 5 minutes of my time chiding you instead of doing my homework. Oh shit you. I hope everything bad comes to you. Then I'll cheer like shit! And I shan't bother about changing the font colour to white cause I don't care if you see this. Then after you read this, you go to school and you complain to those 'friends' then your 'friends' will hate me and spread rumours around the whole fucking school. But I don't care because I have true friends in 1F and 1A who understands what kind of person you are. And of course some in 1A who hates you too. I'm not saying that nobody hates me. Yea.

You can say things about "Oh I wanna transfer school, I can't stay in NCHS anymore!" I don't know if you will really do it, but if you do, I only know I will feel bad, but hey, I will forget that you even exist! Though other people will blame me for making you transfer school, but I don't care. Then those so called 'angels' will miss you and talk whatever shit about me to you behind my back and then when you don't know, they come and pretend to be my friends.


That's how cruel the world is. And you, you're not on my side now, you grew wings and flew to another person's side, so stop tagging and tell me all those shit which I don't even bother to read.

There you go, this is vivian for you. Don't like me or you hate my attitude, fucking get lost.


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