God, let me understand what the hell is going on around here.

I can't understand.
I don't understand.
I don't WANT TO understand.

I don't get it. I really don't. But sad thing is that, I don't want to get it. But I can't help but ask what is happening. But if I do... Uh... I'll get it but I don't want to get it.


Okay I'm so blur I don't know what I'm talking about.

There's string tomorrow.


I thought... holiday, won't meet. But boy, haiz..

EEEH I DON'T KNOW LURH.


I don't get why I mind.

Okay fine. I don't mind. I just don't understand some things.



But that doesn't mean that I _ _ _ _ _ _ _.

Uh oh this is bad.


Anyway... to my dear secondary 3 seniors like Jingru/Leona, et cetra, jiayou tomorrow, if you have exams. (:



WHY AM I SMILING AT THIS FREAKING TIME UH! D:





To my dear darling sunshine little pie pie kuku head Beatrice.Wee:

I don't have the position/rights to care. Just because of MY fraud with someone else, it doesn't mean you can't be, you know, friends with that someone. So don't care about what I think, what I say, cause sometimes, to put it bluntly, I am pretty much very selfish, but I don't care cause that's one of my flaws and yes I intended to change but I am, slowly.

Oh no, even the sight of names can set me into a fury. I shall bloody write down my plans for the next few weeks and sleep.

I'm still bloody confused, but I'm too lethargic to think about this now. Nights people.