I want to shout eh. But mummy daddy and brother in the other room.
They'll probe the shit out of me.
I threw my teddy bears/dolls around a million times but that doesn't seem to help.
I crushed and stamped on my handphone cardboard box but now I'm lazy to dispose it.
I scribbled all over my new schedule book but it doesn't help.

Me want to go East Coast.
Is it East Coast or Pasir Ris have those climbing thingies.
Never mind. Both can rollerskate, cycle, can already.
I want climb very very high and scream my ass off.
I know I shouldn't be stressed cause it's the holidays and I don't have exams.

But my family and friends are driving me crazy.
I'm a failure cause I can't bloody be bothered to practise my viola and piano.
I want go string outing lurh.
I want to drag ChiLing along with me and we go and play with the water.
I want to buy water balloons and throw at ChiLing.
I want to drag Chiling along with me to rollerskate/cycle.

I want go sentosa.
I want to go to the dolphin bay and see retarded pink dolphins.
I want to go to the underwater world and see jellyfish.
I want to sit cable car.
I want to sit in the singapore flyer.

Then I break the cable's glass.
Then jump.
Jump.
Drop.
BAM.
Oh no blood.

Oh no I am suicidal.
I'm crazy.
I'm not stressed.
I'm not angry.
I'm not sad.
I'm just feeling abit weird.

Uh oh I need the mental hospital. It's just right beside my house.
Chiling sunshine I need you to pull me there.
Tomorrow breakfast with Chiling Sunshine.
Can't wait.
Oh my I posted so much today.

I want to go to the bloody beach and build high high sandcastle.
Then I will stomp on it.
And kick it.
If it goes into some kid's eye I'll say sorry.
OMFG WTF AM I TALKING ABOUT.


Sandwich, anyone?
Nono I want to eat sweet+salty popcorn with my dear darling NingZhen and Chiling again.