Sunday, January 10, 2010 AT 8:37 PM
Haiz.
Blogging cause that Leck Chi Ling tells me she visits my blog on a regular basis, making me so... happy? Anyways...
I haven't finish homework. Still got chinese xi zi, can you believe it, we gotta do si zi at the age of 14. I finished English, Science and half of maths. Haiz. But there's still Maths. And geography file cover page thingy.
What I feared most came this year. Barely a year I knew him but yet so attached. I guess this ain't going to work out, isn't going to happen or anything, I don't even dare to look you in the eye. I just stare at you from afar, and feel so ridiculously happy when I catch a glimpse of you, feel so ridiculously excited when you call my name.
Wished you'd stay, of course you aren't. This few months would be the last I'd see of you, hoped somehow I'll talk more, but just can't, you were never listening. Aish I dreaded this year from the very day I met you. Hope I'd get over you. Don't think I will. Each one last for at leat 3 years.
What do I do. Wish you'd be here somehow. Don't leave. I don't think I can take it any longer, you bastard, stay.
all this time i was waSting
hoping you would come around
i've been giving out cHances every time
and all you do is let me down
and its takEn me this long
baby but i figured you out
and you're thinking well be fine again
but not this time around
CHORUS
you don't have to Call -- anymore
i won't pick up the phone
this is the last -- straw
don't wannA to hurt anymore
and you caN tell me that you're sorry
but i don't believe you baby
like i did -- before
you're not sorry.
oh-h-h no. no. no.
you're looking so innocent
i might believe you if i didn't know
could've loved you all my life
if you Hadn't left me waiting in the cold
And you got your share of secrets
and i'm tired of being last to know
and now you're asking me to listen
cause its worked each time before
CHORUS
but you don't have to call -- anymore
i won't pick up the phone
this is the last -- straw
don't want to hurt anymore
and you can tell me that you're sorry
but i don't believe you baby
like i did -- before
you're not sorry. no, no. oh-h-hh-hh.
you're not sorry. no, no. oh-h-hh-hh.
you had me crawling for you honey
and it neVer would've gonE away, no
you used to shine so bright
but i watched all of it fade
CHORUS
so You don't have to call -- anymOre
i won't pick Up the phone
this is the last -- straw
there's nothing left to beg for
and you can tell me that you're sorry
but i don't believe you baby
like i did -- before
you're not sorry. no, no. oh-h-hh-hh.
you're not sorry. no, no. oh-h-hh-hh.
no, no, no, no. no, no, no, no
hoping you would come around
i've been giving out cHances every time
and all you do is let me down
and its takEn me this long
baby but i figured you out
and you're thinking well be fine again
but not this time around
CHORUS
you don't have to Call -- anymore
i won't pick up the phone
this is the last -- straw
don't wannA to hurt anymore
and you caN tell me that you're sorry
but i don't believe you baby
like i did -- before
you're not sorry.
oh-h-h no. no. no.
you're looking so innocent
i might believe you if i didn't know
could've loved you all my life
if you Hadn't left me waiting in the cold
And you got your share of secrets
and i'm tired of being last to know
and now you're asking me to listen
cause its worked each time before
CHORUS
but you don't have to call -- anymore
i won't pick up the phone
this is the last -- straw
don't want to hurt anymore
and you can tell me that you're sorry
but i don't believe you baby
like i did -- before
you're not sorry. no, no. oh-h-hh-hh.
you're not sorry. no, no. oh-h-hh-hh.
you had me crawling for you honey
and it neVer would've gonE away, no
you used to shine so bright
but i watched all of it fade
CHORUS
so You don't have to call -- anymOre
i won't pick Up the phone
this is the last -- straw
there's nothing left to beg for
and you can tell me that you're sorry
but i don't believe you baby
like i did -- before
you're not sorry. no, no. oh-h-hh-hh.
you're not sorry. no, no. oh-h-hh-hh.
no, no, no, no. no, no, no, no