Wednesday, February 3, 2010 AT 5:57 PM
Disgusted.
I'm going to put this as kindly as I can. Look, it's not that we hate you or whatever but I can't stand how bossy you are. And what's with the screaming at us in class thing? You're not a councillor, nor a chairperson, you're just a history rep and also, maybe a future choir section leader or something, since you can play the piano. And for your information, you're kinda not-fitting-into-the-family person. Whatever.
To whoever who came to me and asked me to talk to her today. Do you know what happen? You only heard one side of the story, and I won't bother to explain it cause it's just a waste of my time and I have really no intentions to talk as I can't be bothered. Wah, just because someone cry, and weep, then she's the victim? Can't there be more than 1 victims? When a pedestrian gets knocked down, mostly is cause of the driver's reckless driving, and also the pedestrian's running-out-suddenly kinda thing, it's both sided.
Fine, if the person who starts crying first is the victim to you, you can forget about becoming a police and judge or whatever, crying doesn't mean that person's a victim, and it you crying-equals-victim theory is true, there would not be any need for laws, courts, police, lawyers and all those anymore. I can also cry and cry like a crybaby and gain all of your sympathy, and use your sympathy to get that person back as my friend again.
I'm not cold hearted. I'm not heartless. I laughed and smiled as usual though she cried is because I really don't see the need to comfort and go over to her and be the let's-be-friends. Anyone who knows me well enough should bloody well know that I am not the good-old-jane let's be friends, I'm sorry type. I might have hurt any of you in this post but, hello I've had it long enough.
I know beatrice.wee was very upset by my posts about her last time and I deeply regretted it, cause yea I made her sad and everything, so I promised not to do those things like posting mean stuff about people on my blog again. It has been a few weeks since we became not-so-close-friends, and I didn't blog about it, life goes on. But why must you shoot a bullet at a calm river? Oh right. Cause I didn't blog and you and letting you gain empathy from people, so you have to agitate me and make me post this as if I'm the bad person and you're the victim.
Please lurh, I've had enough, I won't post about this anymore, you don't complain and whine or whatever cause it's not going to work and I won't care. Gosh like my 3rd wife (or is it 4th?) says, who the hell actually writes l_ _ _ _ _ _ now? We're not in primary school anymore. Those people who dragged me to her today, please don't ever do this again cause you don't know anything, and remember that the person crying is not necessarily the victim.
Wow that's a pretty long post. I'm so tired now and I wasted time posting instead of doing homework. Anyway! Hope those people read this. And today was awesome! I would have stayed in school till 6pm if I wasn't so pissed off and disgusted with those people.