Someone just start complaining to me about someone. Then as time goes by, I really start hating that person. I'm just so weak. I'm easily influenced. Drill me in the head 3 times, I hate that person. Drill me in the head to be nice 3 times, I be. I'm easily manipulated, aren't I.

Some friends though, exceptions. No matter how much you drill me, no freaking way I'm going to leave them. These friends are those who really help you and remind you to study, and teach you when you need help with no hesitation, people for example, like NingZhen, Beatrices, Lipfei and Chiling, of course a few more but I'm not in the mood to type.

Some friends though, without drilling, I know I took the wrong path. I know I should throw them away, these type of friends, who lead me astray, I know you'ed say, then don't be affected. But I can't. I go with the wind. I accommodate whoever is my friend. To please them. To not let them be hurt by what I really think.

I regret, I really do. I shouldn't hurt you like that, I shouldn't throw you away just because someone drilled me, just because of this, I lost a friend which belonged to the good-friend-who-helps-and-really-cares category.

This weekend is going to suck. Tomorrow morning there's tuition, I'm still doing my piano theory, which i don't know how to do. piano at 6pm tomorrow. Sunday there's literature project to do. And there's this science worksheet. And loads of maths homework. And english comprehension.