Monday, March 29, 2010 AT 7:45 PM
Guilty
Guess I didn't know. Guess we should've known. I guess we should've sympathized. Hurhurhur, what would I do to make them come back and make them smile, everything I can, but there's nothing I can do. Actually on ____, we planned to buy a ____ and celebrate it on ____. I guess that'll relieve their stress for awhile and make them happy, but boy was I wrong.
Turns out ____ can't come early. The only way is to wait till after CCA. But it'll be worth it cause, it's the last year. I will not make seniors worry anymore. I will go for CCA tomorrow. I will not complain about projects. I will not complain about homework, cause it's my fault for not managing my time well. I like reading this senior's blog, most of it are very... makes people think and repent. Like me. I complaint so much but the secondary fours are having it much more worse.
if you're whining that "OH MY SCHEDULE IS SO HECTIC," let me tell you, performing art students have 4 more rehearsals and a public performance coming up. and i'll be spending my birthday...MY BIRTHDAY...running a relay in the morning and coming back to school for full dress rehearsal for public performance. And if you say that you're wasting your saturday night on public performance, you can go eat shit because you dont and cant appreciate performing arts.
I don't know about the rest of you I felt damn guilty after reading this worhs. But... I guess Cheryl and the rest of us would make it abit better on Wednesday. I guess. I'm such a horrible person. Such a busy schedule and I keep bugging them about them leaving and all those crap. From now on I'll not complain anymore, and not talk to seniors and not lament and let them relax and not stress about us. Words can be powerful.
He wouldn't read this but his words sure make people ache and be guilty. I'm speechless.