Thursday, April 15, 2010 AT 8:01 PM
Emotional.
Today's confirmed the last time they're going. IDK why I didn't cry today. Perhaps it's because he just said it so flatly and coldly, "Next week I won't be coming anymore", and he didn't even plan to come today until FengXia dragged them up. So I guess I just became immune and didn't give a damn anymore, after wasting so much time and effort on them, not even a word of thanks, at least cheryl said thanks and made my day, but he just "bye" and that's it.
Guarantee plus chop, me and the seniors will be like strangers next time, just passers-by. Like FengXia said, when we are sec 4s and we go to, I don't think we'll feel anything cause we aren't close to the juniors. But this is different, at least, at the very least we're a little, that little bit of being close to them, are we not.
Sometimes liking a person, like as in like their personality not that, is tough. Cheryl was happy, I don't know about him. Even weiqi who is not close to me bothered to stop and talk to us for so long. Tomorrow's NC sports meet, class cheer competition day, I hope 2A will do well tomorrow, all the best everyone.
Hmm, thinking back, that was just awkward. I'll never do anything like that again, it's nor worth it and IDC anymore. Haiyuh, so in the mood to do maths now. Shall take a shower and start doing my homework, guai mah. Shall add something to make this post look happier.
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But I'm feeling sad. Oh well that feeling will pass. And I'm jealous. She gets to be the class ___ and now also the string ___ at secondary 2. Sometimes life just isn't fair. Hmph. I shall take up viola lessons and not laugh in string and be pro in the viola, and maybe I'll be something in string. Jaron's right. String's bias and bias throughout.