Tired of saying I'm fine.. I'm alright, I'm okay.. And people just leave me alone. I say things cause I don't want to be a whiney bitch and attention seeking whore. But I'm really not okay, and not fine, not alright. I still can take it, but everything's not okay.

Why, is it that everyone can be happy and they belong to a group of friends, or like they have their other half to make them happy, and I have nothing? Not even a close group of friends. Right, I may seem to many friends but no one gets me actually, no one bothered to ask so why speak up? I'm tired. And left out. Yanyi. What I can give you is four words: zhong se qing you. Really. We waited for you but you just went with him, seriously? And you hurt the guy who has been always there for you so bad.

Everyone's having twitter nowadays, and I can't post things I want to say there anymore. I don't want to know anyone else's problems, I have enough of my own. people I don't really care about tell me things and make me worry, but people I care about don't trust me and don't tell me anything when I want to be there for them. This sucks. Yeah I'm a whiney unhappy sad pathetic person, whatever.